Just communications

I miss her


We broke up and change paths
and you're so far away from me

I can't see you anymore
My vision was narrow
and I have to see another path
without you in it
and I have to walk alone once again

In my heart, I thought about the memories
and reliving them all over again
Thinking about how I should have done things differently
like lay my head on your shoulder
and hold back the tears
because I am really tired
and thought about how you smile and hug me then
and I hug back


I really like her


That night when I bought pizza
and the police car almost hit me and I didn't see it coming
until right on time and I moved back
because I was scared to die
and I was coming home
part of me wanted to badly see you on MSN
and covey to you of my feelings and unloading my burden
and I want to apologize that I told you I wanted to die
and you were worried about me

For that reason,
I won't try to throw my life more recklessly
and the time I had left
I will think how I can do better
and try harder to live
no matter how painful this world can be

If I have just one wish
part of me wish you feel this same beat
of my heart

But with time changing,
I kept this beat far away from you
and kept this hope
that one day
we will just communicate
one heart to another
with the same understanding


I loved her


Maybe I'll see you again.


For that reason, I'll protect her until the day I die
foolishly throwing my life for the sake of the other
Knowing to love means to die and sacrifice
For I never forget that look she gave me
and the way she cried for me
When I rode off to battle to fight in a war
Because I know I will never come back
But communicatation of my love for her with words is not needed
I looked at her with an unwavering gaze
and her soul shivered and shook
She remembered me

That look of hers before I go
Stuck in my mind
And it made me think as I ride away quietly with a heavy heart...
That if I have just one wish of mine could be granted,
I would wish that I could see you again, just one more time

and with that, I unceremoniously look straight ahead
and did not look back