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June 4th, 2013

winterstarlight: (Default)
Tuesday, June 4th, 2013 03:50 am
One day I was thinking
while staring at the ocean
as to how paganism
ruined science.

You see, I was staring at the ocean
and the ocean stared back at me.
The spirit of the Ocean asked me,
"Oh, why the long face?"

I said, "I'm thinking."

"About?"

"God. What is God?"

"Everywhere."

"Except me, I guess."

"You a piece of God and I'm a piece of God too."

"Hm."

"What do you preferred? Would you see me as a sea god or maybe a reflection of the Universe?"

"Honestly, you're a fucking ocean." I replied grimly.

"With the naked eye, perhaps I am. But in your heart, what do you see?"

"Fishes, marine creatures, people riding in boat over your surfaces, storms, seas, and being mirror of the sun, the clouds, and the star above. But where is the magic, the god, and goddess?"

"Within your heart."

"No, magic is an illusion and a type of energy that people projected themselves because they wanted an explanation for the natural world around. The gods reflected the civilization that people lived back them."

"Goodness me, why you're angry?"

"Because I wanted to tell God that I'm becoming disillusioned from the magic world. There's an explanation in science and in spirituality, but where is the magic? A couple can have a romantic scene on a cruise in this ship. Maybe that's magic or rather a magnetic force of two energy and frequency that vibrate to each other. I know magic. I know it's there. It exist. It's the lifeforce of the world. I'm not angry. I'm just sad."

"Why so sad?"

"A god or a goddess can answer your prayers, but would it be to my own liking? Where their energy comes from? How they build their world from the source? Why they force people to anchor a piece of themselves? Where their thoughts come from? What is the source of this thought? What if the god/goddess is an anthromorphism of the person's higher self belief system when everything else doesn't fit with everything else?"

"Ah, but my dear, do you know who you're talking to?"

"What?"

"I am no ocean. I am your soul. Who knows the reality of the natural world and I show this reality to you. People create gods and goddess to explain the natural inclination and reminders of their past lives and connection to the spiritual and natural world. The energy I came from is a cosmic higher plane of existence that shows the divinity in the natural way of things. Imagine the World Card, and you are the woman, the human within this cosmic force and you are my wheel and vehicle to drive this energy through."

"Who are the gods and goddess of this world?"

"Easy, love. They are faucets of the higher self and each other of people. Magic is the mirror of the person's energy onto the world and what you give, you get back. The law of karma states cause and effect."

"...but where you been when I was watching...?"

"Asleep. Not judging. When you're awake, a portion of my energy keeps you awake." A smile. "Everything you see and touch is merely a holographic extension of the humanity soul, projecting it's consciousness onto the material block."

"But what about...?"

"A complementary spirit of my higher self, who wishes to project higher states of love...that which you call twinflame, the animus." There's a sense of sorry. "Emotional states are tattletale signs of the meanings of the dream."

"The dream, the castle. I was flying, I was free. I forgot the message. I am free to love with my own soul."

Askes about the...

"Lower base primal energies of past life residue. Working on cleaning them and getting out of my system."

And for a long time, I have no question to ask. I am silent, never knew that my soul has a view of the world, the universe, and the living things in it.

I never taken the time to ask and channel.