shut up and listen to me once mother

I held red roses to my chest
and my finger bled from the thorns
I wish people would just go away
and I slipped inside my own world
and rest there in inner peace
I wanted to be alone
Being alive can be so frustrating
and you are frustrating
everything I did is a mistake to you
and all you can do is complain to your sister
when my brain broke
why can't you understand me?
You never listened to me
or cared how I'm feeling
or understand how I feel
I wish it didn't happen this way